By: T-shirt na Kupas
“Is it right to wait for the love that is true?”
“Just wait, and have faith for all things in this world have
its fate… Is it true?”
It was been so long when I had waited to the right one to come.
And it was been a while when my precious friend finds
someone.
And that’s make me happy. For I know that she would be happy
and cared by her someone.
Maybe this would be
the day that I must go on to my life.
I knew from the years
of courting her she would never become mine.
She chooses the right
one for this time. “I hope so… and I hope she will be fine.”
My time left me already, waiting for a love that never came.
And hoping that she
would see how do I really care and love her truly in my secret hidden way.
“Yeah, love is truly
blind.”
It was so very long ago when I first saw her. We became
friends but only just a friend she saw at me.
I never blame her for
what she had seen, for I am just stand by her and supports her ways.
“What a silly girl
that is only I can say, a carefree girl, stubborn, and self-centered. Funny
though but it is true, I loved the way she is before, and even now still a kid
of heart my love won’t fade; I hope she would knew.”
“But now there’s
nothing I can do.”
She’s already at the others man’s hand. Happy and contented
likes the way she wanted to be.
How lucky that man ever
be. I am wishing all this time it would be me…
But poor me, I knew it would never be me.
I just cared but not
been cared.
I hoped but never
been hoped or never been wished for.
Only a wish granter for her and that is what she only sees
at me.
You can laugh at me… For her I am just her genie.
(LAUGH OUT
LOUD)
It’s just fine, because that is what made her happy. And she
made me happy, when she stares at me like a little kid, sobbing face, and
making sound. And then you already know what then… No need to tell.
Yes, I’m a genie a slave for her. Not a friend what she seen
but a stranger, that’s not to be somebody that be complimented as a friend, but
just an anyone else who she never like to be with.
ROUGH though, but it is true.
Even she sees me that way, I prayed for a miracle for her to
grow up and be contented for what her life may bring.
Why did I say it’s a miracle? Because we can’t change
somebody who they are, but only them will know what they lack for, and it means
to grow up.
If I didn't truly love this girl, maybe it was so long ago I
already disappear from her life. I am not stupid though, I am just a man who is
very understanding and very patient for her. But she never sees it, nor realizes
it.
Ohhhh and last
thought; no other man who really can bare the pain that she thrown, why?
Because of my kindness, I never felt envy nor jealous. Whether
her boyfriends come and go to her life. I’m still there for her keep sprouting
to be with her.
If you ask that I told her my feelings for her… YES! She
knows it even from the start.
Do you want to know who am I?
“Yes, in her eyes I am just the wrong guy…”
